Stars are not born everyday...

Why my baby is not turning? She is not in head down position as a normal baby. Is this a breech baby, oh no... I will have to go for c. section; it won’t be possible to have a natural birth?

Many thoughts like this came into my mind when time was passing and Tara was not turning into head down position. After trying different ways to make a baby turn, I realized this was not going to happen. At the beginning, I thought it will not be possible to bring my baby in the nice natural and warm environment that the birthing center offers; that I will have to go for sure to the hospital. However, this fears where gone after having a nice talk with Corinna, she told me that if I was able to believe in my self, she will be there supporting me to have my baby on a natural way. She said she likes to have these babies, that they are challenge for her and that she is open to receive them.

After I hear that all my fears where gone, it was amazing to feel that she was giving us the opportunity to thru this process. She was taking part of the risk and supporting me.

Even though many people will recommend in this case to go to the hospital, I had the felling that my baby and I will be in good hands, that as long as I trust Corinna and she trust me there will be no complications.

And like this it was, my little Tara as her name describes it, decided to come to this world as a star! In her particular way she was born without any problems; in a beautiful and warm and lovely room she saw the world for the first time!